Frederick Buechner
Can’t believe its been this long.. Birthday and worst day. I miss you little bro.
The holiday season has been making me miss you more lately. I will always remember that Christmas where we all did Secret Santa together. It was a bright moment a midst all the uncertainty and fears of the future. I miss your smile, your laughter, your jokes..everything. Dang told me to watch a video. It was of this teenage boy who had a serious heart condition, and he had a couple near death experiences. He said that he was in a bright white room and he felt completely at peace. I hope that’s how things really are.